Friday, July 02, 2004
--back in berkeley but missing home...--

Just got back to berkeley! Somehow it feels weird though... I never thought that the smell of my room would grow so unfamiliar... It's little unfamiliar unfamiliarities like that (pardon the language), that makes me miss home. Strange what your memory could do. Memories of the past, frozen in time, embalmed in our brain, don't follow the passage of time that we go through. They grow musty without us realizing it and when we go back to the present site of the past, expecting to pick up where we left off, reality strikes us shattering the suspended frozen hopes. I've decided to follow my Vision Splendid, but I guess I'll have to write it out real big and post it somewhere I could see constantly so I don't forget. Already I am procrastinating again. I've been feeling blue for some days now. Dunno why. Just feeling unreal, like a wisp of smoke drifting thru life day after day. Maybe because I haven't seen too many people lately. Kinda miss Bandung crowd ^_^ My stay was nice, though I didn't really go anywhere until Abur caught up, and didn't do anything for the house. Weird. I always regret not using my time well only after everything's already past. Why can't I learn my lessons? Anyways. Gonna go take a bath and figure out later which to do next: copy notes/watch dvd/snacking =p. Oh one more thing: granpa & granma's golden anniversary went really well. The decoration was splllllleeeendiDDD! Everybody looked real nice and I got to see En2 (who won a door prize: a pan! hahaha). Too bad I didn't bring my camera. Another thing to remember: have to ask Veina for pics.
Rlynn wandered here @ 7/02/2004 12:49:00 PM
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